3rd Wheel
I feel like I'm not that close with Julie anymore. I seem to have nothing to tell her and we are both changing. I mean she seems to be better friends with Tracey. Their lockers are by eacher other, they live really close, and they have the same advisory. In the halls Julie always says hi to Tracey and not me =/. I feel like a 3rd wheel again! I feel like I'm always chasing them. I am not happy, cuz I mean all we do is what Julie wants. I feel like a damn follower. At lunch Tracey mentioned how Julie and Tracey are going shopping tonight and they are inviting Ashley(I think thats her name lol) to come too. I felt really left out! Tracey and Julie are always hanging out on the weekends and I'm never invited ever *sigh*. I would do something with Megan this weekend, but she is off to SPURS. I will consider going next time with them. I really feel like going now that I have nothing ever do on the weekends. I just kinda wish Tracey was never Julie's friend. I'm jealous I know. But wouldn't you if your best friend for 3 years always did stuff with you every weekend and called you every night. I am replaced. I get no more phone calls or invites. Julie is just probably doesn't want to tell me I'm not her best bud no more :(!