feeling better
So I have been able to talk to Ann alot more these last few days and I am feeling so much better. I am not so sad anymore and seeing ppl being all cuddly doesnt bother me as much. I guess I just really missed her and didnt know it.
She called me the other day, maybe monday to say she was sorry for being so distant. i knew she wasnt talking to me much but she ix really busy and all. i never like bugging her. however she said that i had been distant too, which got me thinking. i always kinda left it up to her to call me or text, well i text but still it was her job. but i need to make sure i text her everyday just to let her know i love her. I need to show her everyday that i need her too. (take your own advice melissa). I was always at the bar when she called and we couldnt really talk and i dont think i was texting her as much during the day.
I have worked all this week too. Its been alot of fun, i love the people i work with. maybe thats another reason i have been feeling better. i'm not bored and lonely, stuck in this damn house all day. i get up see a bunch of people, work on problems, ann calls me on my lunch break as she drives to work. it made me a little sad that i didnt talk to her today but she doesnt work until tonight. however i fill my lunch break talking to another one of my friends so didnt affect me much.
She called me the other day, maybe monday to say she was sorry for being so distant. i knew she wasnt talking to me much but she ix really busy and all. i never like bugging her. however she said that i had been distant too, which got me thinking. i always kinda left it up to her to call me or text, well i text but still it was her job. but i need to make sure i text her everyday just to let her know i love her. I need to show her everyday that i need her too. (take your own advice melissa). I was always at the bar when she called and we couldnt really talk and i dont think i was texting her as much during the day.
I have worked all this week too. Its been alot of fun, i love the people i work with. maybe thats another reason i have been feeling better. i'm not bored and lonely, stuck in this damn house all day. i get up see a bunch of people, work on problems, ann calls me on my lunch break as she drives to work. it made me a little sad that i didnt talk to her today but she doesnt work until tonight. however i fill my lunch break talking to another one of my friends so didnt affect me much.