sam

[rainbowstar438]

me and sam are really doing better. I really do care about her... a lot too when she isnt drunk. She does so good about not gettign drunk all the time. she says that i make her want to be a better person. she cares about herself again. its good that she is learning to take care of herself so she can make me happy. and she does when we are together. she needs to be a little more resonsible for her stuff. she phone got wet because she forgot it was iin her pocket and went in the water with it while she was fishing. but she will learn now... hopefully.

she offered to help me study. she was gonna go though my notes with me and stuff but she figured she would distract me more than she would do good... thats when she dicided that she was going fishing. i ended up meeting up with her... finding her really because i couldnt get ahold of her and studying and watching her fish.. being around her makes me want to do better in school as well. im not to the point where i say im doing it for us and our family one day... i dont even know if we will have a family we arent thinking of the future yet which is rea;;y great its all nice and easy one day at a time...

ok i ramble and change subjects alot. to make a long story short this week im happy with her... last week might have just been because i was on my period and hating the world.