Comments | rainbowsprite: So I was just reading my old posts...

rainbowsprite

So I was just reading my old posts...

Mar 07, 2007 08:17

Man I had some hardcore OCD. I was always freaking out about some illness related thing. I'm not that bad anymore. But yesterday, after I vomited for the one millionth time I thought to myself "Ohhh maybe i'll lose 5 pounds!"

Which prompted me to think I have an eating disorder of some kind.

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whatagoodboy71 March 7 2007, 13:59:52 UTC

*waving*
Hey, you feeling better today? I just left a ramble-y, rant-y, comment on your post from yesterday.

Oy.

Secret? I wanted to whack Kim upside her head with the dustpan the other night. (not that I'd do it in real life. But, it looked awesome when I imagined it in my head.)

I refuse to talk about Starbucks at you. THIS comment? Virtually Sbux free starting NOW.

The "5 pounds" thing? I have had a similar thought during an exceptionally bad flu.

Then again, I only eat when it's dark out. Read: some kind of anxiety/weird-ass eating disorder that doesn't have a name.

Should we start a club?

rainbowsprite March 7 2007, 15:12:07 UTC

Hi sam! I think i'm going to use this LJ more. That could turn out to be a total lie, but that's the plan!

Well you just read about me imagining vomiting on co-workers and having them shove my doctors note up their ass so hahaha it's cool. haha. Mercury is in retrograde perhaps that's the cause of our

We should start a club haha

pixiewytch March 7 2007, 14:01:51 UTC

I say that every time I'm sick but I don't think I have an eating disorder. There is nothing to give you OCD though like having your kid come home from school sick all the time (ie. your other post).

rainbowsprite March 7 2007, 15:14:14 UTC

Ok good. I'm glad other people think about losing weight when they are sick and how it would be a good thing. Makes me feel a little better haha.

Yeah you know what's odd though, is I think her being sick ALL THE TIME and being ok has helped my OCD. I know that sounds weird but she was never sick because I kept her away from germs. But now I know she can get sick, and survive. So oddly i'm not AS crazy. I'm still not normal, we went to disney world and I think I used 3 bottles of hand sanitizer but i'm not as wacky as my old posts haha