Ughhh
Jacob is a loser, I mean I love him....But, he broke up with me over email and told me he didn't love me anymore. He just called me and he sang Blink 182- I Miss You and played it on his acoustic. Then he said that "He was wrong and sorry and he misses me." I just hung up on him, I don't think I love him anymore. Besides he deserves it, even if that was the sweetest thing ever. Considering his voice is one of the best i have ever heard but STILL. Now I want him to call me back, I'm a loser. I love that song damn him. Those are the lyrics below
"I Miss You"
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
(I miss you I miss you)
(I miss you I miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Am I being selfish for hanging up on him? Am I just being an idiot? Being mad just to get back at him? I mean he is the one who made me sad all last week. He can't just do something like that and think i'm going to just forgive him like that. Maybe I should....Why are these things so confusing? Hopefully he will call back soon, but I don't know If I will be able to talk to him.....
"I Miss You"
Hello there, the angel from my nightmare
The shadow in the background of the morgue
The unsuspecting victim of darkness in the valley
We can live like Jack and Sally if we want
Where you can always find me
We'll have Halloween on Christmas
And in the night we'll wish this never ends
We'll wish this never ends
(I miss you I miss you)
(I miss you I miss you)
Where are you and I'm so sorry
I cannot sleep I cannot dream tonight
I need somebody and always
This sick strange darkness
Comes creeping on so haunting every time
And as I stared I counted
Webs from all the spiders
Catching things and eating their insides
Like indecision to call you
and hear your voice of treason
Will you come home and stop this pain tonight
Stop this pain tonight
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Don't waste your time on me you're already
The voice inside my head (I miss you miss you)
Am I being selfish for hanging up on him? Am I just being an idiot? Being mad just to get back at him? I mean he is the one who made me sad all last week. He can't just do something like that and think i'm going to just forgive him like that. Maybe I should....Why are these things so confusing? Hopefully he will call back soon, but I don't know If I will be able to talk to him.....