[I'm such a failure. I don't really deserve to live...but I promised Horika-Re that I wouldn't do anything horrible to hurt myself again. And....I'll keep my word.
But, I still don't deserve to live....
I don't even deserve Horika-Re. I don't deserve Kage either. That must be what it is...why I can't have both of them because I deserve neither...
I wish Kaiba hadn't found me...I wish pharaoh hadn't stopped me from offing myself...
I'm useless...
A failure...
Pathetic...
Just like I've always been told I was. I see that now.]