Mass confusion of thoughts, no feelings and no where to go..
I know it's been forever but I am feeling very anxious latley and feel like life is just kind of passing by and I am forgetting things...losing feelings and just kinda blah. I was so busy the last few months that I just kinda forgot who I was, I made myself lost in the campaign, I started to forget...
I know this is all confusing to all of you, I just wish that I could always collect all the memories I have from the past, put them in a color photo album that showed videos as well, so that when I get like this I can look back and replay stuff.
It's always like this, this time of the year...Grandfather dying, holidays in general, being broke, memories that I still can't shake.
Apparently my body has been producing a month long of Estrogen and thats why my moods are all fucked up...I HATE November, Tomorrow is Dec. yay.
Sometimes I just want to cry...
I know this is all confusing to all of you, I just wish that I could always collect all the memories I have from the past, put them in a color photo album that showed videos as well, so that when I get like this I can look back and replay stuff.
It's always like this, this time of the year...Grandfather dying, holidays in general, being broke, memories that I still can't shake.
Apparently my body has been producing a month long of Estrogen and thats why my moods are all fucked up...I HATE November, Tomorrow is Dec. yay.
Sometimes I just want to cry...