A semi-"real" entry

Sep 05, 2005 08:35

Wow my first entry that follows an entry by a day in forever

Well this one is nothing special its early in the morning and im bored and the internet community is still asleep, im thinking about playing with my dogs but they make me mad since they never listen

I have off work today and i think im gonna go visit my grandparents with the wife and maybe make a trip to sams club to pick up a product that i rely on to keep me going day to day

In the love dept im really confused because their is like 5 potentials i guess you could call them but i really am not feeling or falling for any of them which is weird for me, i think thats in part because i pretty much have my mind made up of who i want to be with and no one else will help pass the time until it finally happens

I could lose my job anytime between oct and feb which is real soon so its time to pay bills ahead of time so i can not be super rushed to find a job i can take my time but when i do lose it i think im moving finally and i will just start the next chapter but we shall see what happens..im not too worried about it because it always works out fine

Im already sick of Katrina aftermath yea she was a cunt, messed up alot of things, killed people which is all boo-hoo but its just population control and i dont want to hear or read about it anymore because i dont feel sympathy or compassion for people who arent directly involved in my life and im not gonna start now and i dont care of how "heartless" and a asshole that makes me thats my take on it

I owe brittany a couple dyke nights coming up the next few weeks or months or however long it takes but i dont really feel like its an obligation because shes cool to hang out with and i find a way to have fun at the club no matter what "theme" there is

I left my phone in her car the other day and yea i didnt think i was obsessed with it until i found out i didnt have it and i dont know any of my friends phone numbers so i didnt talk to anyone for a whole day and that drove me insane

My 21st birthday is fast approaching and im really not looking forward to it at all but im not going into detail here of why im not

I also realized that recently me and brittany have been opening up alot more when we are out at the clubs or whatever and we are making more friends and having more fun than before

Ever since me and the wife got the hedwig tattoo we really dont see each other every day like we used to and when we do we walk on the wrong sides when we got them on the cooresponding arms because i always walk on the left of people and she walks right but now i walk right and she walks left its pretty funny

I should try and reach out to people i severed ties with because the recent conversations with them are empty and pointless and i really dont like those kind of conversations with people ive confided in time and time again i just dont know how to go about it

oh well i feel this is enough for the next 4908340 months or however long it takes for me to feel like making an entry
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