Feb 06, 2005 20:46
My mind is racing like 892356347 miles a hour in all kinds of directions and people are starting to notice like the madre
she told me today that shes worried about me because i havent been myself at all which is true and this fucking new job is to blame...
i think im gonna give it 1 more week then im quitting because its not for me and then i dont know what im gonna do i have debts up to my ass even tho my other job owes me enough money for me to pay them for a few months but my other job wont give me the money because they dont have it and if i quit this job im gonna get it from theh padre and even tho im used to it i dont enjoy it and then theres the whole me leaving my uncle hanging..i hate my conscious....so i dont know what im gonna do
Bright side of things me slowly going insane takes away my hunger so ive lost like 11 pounds