Jan 10, 2006 18:29
Its surprising. Just how much your friends do for you.
I cant go through with this.
I spoke to Charlotte. I could tell how much she hurt, how much she cared. Just how much i was prepared to sacrifice.. at the cost of my life. Im not doing that.
Im not risking her life.
Sophie.. wont reply. I dont know how she is.
She said that she couldnt face things anymore.. and i feel so so bad. I cant believe that i put this pain on her but two days ago.
I couldnt leave them.
Any of them.
I love them all so much..
I get upset.. really really upset.
But i couldnt face leaving them behind. Never seeing them again?
Lizzie is trying to hold on aswell. We're gonna keep on going.
Lets go for it.