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How the hell did i end up feeling so bad? After only being back for less than 24 hours.
I HATE IT HERE I FUCKING HATE IT!!!
IT MESSES ME UP EVERY FUCKING TIME!!
I cant be dealing with it nomore.
Whilst ive been gone- my closest friends have been having cutting sessions.
*Trigger*
More than one occasion.
I know this could end up getting out of hand.. i know it.
But right now? I think i should just cut. Cut this out of me.
I havent done it in a while- and i think i should do this.
Charlotte is suicidal.. and it always makes me feel the same when my friends feel that way..
Anton is winding me up. As per usual.
Plus- ive been replaced in everyone elses lives...
Its like.. whilst ive been gone- ive been overtaken. Forgotten.
Tonight.
Will be a bloody one.