Me who?

Oct 27, 2006 09:16

Every time i go to post a live journal.. i get ths one paticular song stuck in my head. " Lips of an angel" Ah thats better. i had to switch Keyboards with my friend because that one was lame.. now that i notice it.. this one isnt to grand either! not TOO muc had been going on in my life lately. Just school, and then more school. i got invited to a costume party tonight ^_^ but.. i kinda dont have a costume.. so i dont know if im going to go.... Dot dot dot...
There have been a couple of people that keep telling me they think Adam is using me. And i would like for them to STFU. they dont know what is going on between Adam and i, one of these people is Ben, so he can just die cuz he is a dumb ass, but then this guy named Alex told me that he was concerned Based on things adam had said and done, but i 1. I dont believe him and 2. Im a big girl. i can handle things myself, If i hnestly thought Adam was using me, then i would be with him the way that i am. Alex knows NOTHING about The relationship Adam and i used to have, and the one we have now. AND JESUS FUCKING CHRIST.. WHY CANT ANY ONE THINK THAT MAYBE IM THE ONE USING ADAM.. HM? its very possible you know.
So besides the obvious fact that i still like adam I have some good news, He stil likes me too. And i guess there is a slight chance, tht when Petanque season is over, and things start to mellow out for ihm( he has a really stressful life) that we might get bck together. This pleases me.

but alas.. of course there is another boy i like, I mean there have been like little crushes that i have had for a while, but this is a new crush! his name is Nathan.. he is cute! thats all you get. is that he is cute HAHA. I laugh in your expense.

So i totally only hve one class today... what should i do for the rest of the day? go home? or hang around school. god the possibilities are endless.

Scincerely Macy
P.s if Alex thinks im goin to the movies with him still.. he can FORGET it.
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