Hmmm...
Well, this song just came on called Popcorn and made me think of the time I first heard that song! Ugh!!! God, makes me wanna get sick now that I think about it. So people are talking mad shit about me. So fucking what. I could care less what they say about me. I know what kind of person I am and that I am above such nonsense. I won't even bring myself to their level to talk shit. Cause I could, but I won't. I just want all of my friends and associates to have good lives and do whatever makes them happy. That being said, my life has been pretty normal. Hanging out with my sister, Cassandra, and my newboyfriend. (well, not that new, but just now started calling it that. we've been talking for like the 5th of last month.) he's a nice guy, treats me well enough. i don't want anything serious or anything. fuck a bunch of that. i'll just be happy with the way things are. and if things fuck up, no worries. there's always another. i just wish i woulda had that mentality with the last break up and not gotten in so far over my head that i didn't see a very bad thing for me. actually let him talk me out of hanging with any of my friends or family...well never again. no man will ever control me again. that'll be the fucking day. and no one will ever lay their fucking hands on me either. fuck that.
I gotta start my classes soon. Haven't decided if I'm gonna go in January or May. I need to make a decision and find another job until then. Everyone wish me luck with that! And I need to think of what to do for Violet and Olivia's birthday that their father will not be attending. Who doesn't even want to see them or have anything to do with them cause if he did, he wouldn't have gotten onto myspace saying they weren't his and i could have the screaming brats. so now, i'm sure i'll get full custody and will change their last names back to mine. Yes, that I will. Laters.
I gotta start my classes soon. Haven't decided if I'm gonna go in January or May. I need to make a decision and find another job until then. Everyone wish me luck with that! And I need to think of what to do for Violet and Olivia's birthday that their father will not be attending. Who doesn't even want to see them or have anything to do with them cause if he did, he wouldn't have gotten onto myspace saying they weren't his and i could have the screaming brats. so now, i'm sure i'll get full custody and will change their last names back to mine. Yes, that I will. Laters.