Oct 05, 2006 14:29
Well there is one thing to thank God for on this day...I'm not fired. I go in tomorrow morning at 6. I am soo freakin' happy. There is one less thing in my life to have to stress about. That there is. And to all the haters in the world, please, you're just jealous. And I am with a much nicer man now (yes, notice i said man, and not boy) he actually has a job and goes to it every day. he makes time for me and actually does things for the babies. thas more than their real dad has ever done for them. so yeah, he doesn't have to worry about the "screaming brats" as he so calls them, i will devotedly care for the precious little angels with everything that is in me.
I have been known to blame others for my mistakes before, but I don't want to do that anymore. People piss me off because they are dumb asses and want to talk shit even though they don't know the whole story. If they did know the whole story, I think things would be put in a much different perspective. But yeah, no matter what I say, seeing is believing. I hope today is a much better one than the past two. And yes, I am kinda addicted to sex. What about it? At least I can fucking admit that. All the women in my family are nymphos, you can look at that as a strength or as a weakness. Whatever. Personally, I think it's awesome that I'm so insatiable. Or maybe I just never met the right man to break my back. LOL And no, I don't plan on having anymore kids for a very long time, I'm on birth control-all methods. So what is so wrong with that? I think more women should be like that.