wow..

[rainbowrider18]

i was just woken up by Violet...and now i can't go back to sleep. i have to be at work by 6 am..that is pretty gay. i'm going to be so fucking tired. yeah...

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U lisentened to them

[anonymous]

U shouldnt have listened to them. they only wanted what they wanted not what u wanted. Like i told u before u would be alone cause they realy dont care for u and no i dont have anyone. nor am i looking for anyone, i know it sux lugging those babies around and all but u chose this life because they made u could of had a good life but u wanted your friends and family back, they got what they wanted but did u realy get what u wanted. are u realy that happy as u made ur self at court, all because i left a letter saying i was going to move my cousin nikki in, well im in North Carolina for now i miss the babies and another person i cherished alot and still very much do but as u can see i cant go around until march 2007 so i will stay in NC till then, got a good job at the plant with prestons dad will try to send u money if u would like it and tell the babies i REALY REALY DO MISS u all. goodbye Cassandra Cabell

Re: U lisentened to them

[rainbowrider18]

brandon....my once and forever minkle...no one will ever have that name...i am glad to hear that you are doing good. i'm working at jolly pirates, but it doesn't seem to be enough money. i'm either going to get a second job or waitress or something. the hardest thing is holding them at the same time. diaper money is hard to come by it seems. the babies are in daycare and i hate it. they look so much like you and it reminds me of the past and that hurts. we both have to move on, i just wish things didn't have to be this way. you were everything to me that a person could be to someone else at one point when we were together. you will never know how truly you were adored by me and what a place you held and will always hold some part in my heart for you. this is making me cry to write this but you need to know that i wasn't trying to fuck you over, i just had to do what i had to be done. i didn't want to do it, but for everyone's sake, i had to let us go. i am so sorry for putting a dvp on you, there really was no other way. i am sorry

Good work

[anonymous]

Well i know im not supposed to be writing to u nor am i supposed to have any contact. But my heart keeps telling me to do so and i know im taking a big chance doing this and may get myself in more trouble but fuck it im not in west virginia anymore so it doesnt matter. Your problem is your looking for someone who doesnt exsist nor will they be around the corner your real family is those babies and i know im gambling my freedom here but fuck it your worth gambling that freedom to get u to hear me out, keep that job up, as for me im doing good havent talked my parents in awhile i want to but i cant it hurts to much to be laugh at i dont even know if i can come back to that town so many places and memories every where that it reminds me that i had some one special to share those feelings with but now they have been tossed in a toilet and flushed away, its kinda boring up here and all but not interested in looking for a girl to share my life with i busy trying to fix things in my life, i cant get u out of my head nor they night u kicked