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sometimes i think i should jump into the sea,
but then i look to the sunset,
and i am lost once again.
im so entranced by whats in the box of my mind
that i forget whats going on around me,
or whats in store.
i forget,
i forgot.
thinking that im meant to be unique
when im simply a complexity of molecules.
just like everyone else.
put here to make a difference
or put here with indifference.
its a blur to confuse
and then i abuse my self awareness.
because its me
its him
and its us.
but then we become one
and realize we are all just one.
it seems like im never to be updated,
never to exceed.
ill never understand what im really here for.
but for now ill live,
and i will love.
because thats the only thing i understand right now.
but then i look to the sunset,
and i am lost once again.
im so entranced by whats in the box of my mind
that i forget whats going on around me,
or whats in store.
i forget,
i forgot.
thinking that im meant to be unique
when im simply a complexity of molecules.
just like everyone else.
put here to make a difference
or put here with indifference.
its a blur to confuse
and then i abuse my self awareness.
because its me
its him
and its us.
but then we become one
and realize we are all just one.
it seems like im never to be updated,
never to exceed.
ill never understand what im really here for.
but for now ill live,
and i will love.
because thats the only thing i understand right now.