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I miss you LaLaLand.
The place that trancends time.
The feeling that reaches out to space.
How it has all escaped me,
im not sure.
One thing is certain,
I want it all to soar back to me.
Like birds flocking south for the winter.
I want it to all fly to me,
looking for something warmer and more safe than the coming cold.
I want it to stay & piece my brocken self back together.
Be my glue?
Be my heart?
Replace all that ive known
&
all that i believed to be true.
Pushing & pulling the dismembered
&
the seemingly sought after is exhausting.
Should i stay?
Should i quit?
Should i really say all i have to express outloud?
For i fear no one will like it nor understand it.
They dismiss what they cant comprehend.
Silly humans,
so simple.
so useless.
All i want is a companion.
I havent seen my shadow in an infinite amount of seconds.
What makes me think something will ever stay?
Love me unconditionally when the shadow has abandoned thy veryself.
Correction? i think not.
Rip me apart then,
examine my insides.
Find whats wrong.
Youll never see the invisible ones,
my invisible insides.
Translucent and drenched in love rather than blood,
youre ignorant eyes tune them out.
He knows what im talking about.
Silly humans.
lacking invisible insides.
lacking a deeper meaning.
lacking worth of my time.
Yet you intrigue me so.
So i continue to observe,
i continue to be disgusted
&
i continue to write.
Oh yes,
i will always continue to write.
The place that trancends time.
The feeling that reaches out to space.
How it has all escaped me,
im not sure.
One thing is certain,
I want it all to soar back to me.
Like birds flocking south for the winter.
I want it to all fly to me,
looking for something warmer and more safe than the coming cold.
I want it to stay & piece my brocken self back together.
Be my glue?
Be my heart?
Replace all that ive known
&
all that i believed to be true.
Pushing & pulling the dismembered
&
the seemingly sought after is exhausting.
Should i stay?
Should i quit?
Should i really say all i have to express outloud?
For i fear no one will like it nor understand it.
They dismiss what they cant comprehend.
Silly humans,
so simple.
so useless.
All i want is a companion.
I havent seen my shadow in an infinite amount of seconds.
What makes me think something will ever stay?
Love me unconditionally when the shadow has abandoned thy veryself.
Correction? i think not.
Rip me apart then,
examine my insides.
Find whats wrong.
Youll never see the invisible ones,
my invisible insides.
Translucent and drenched in love rather than blood,
youre ignorant eyes tune them out.
He knows what im talking about.
Silly humans.
lacking invisible insides.
lacking a deeper meaning.
lacking worth of my time.
Yet you intrigue me so.
So i continue to observe,
i continue to be disgusted
&
i continue to write.
Oh yes,
i will always continue to write.