emooooo

[rainbowrachie]

today was terrible. school makes me want to do drugs and then kill myself. speaking of drugs, nathan might get sent away if he keeps it up. i would love that. i could pretend i was an only child and get all the attention. im a selfish brat and i hate myself.
i got tired of waiting for my harry potter ipod so i just took the video one instead. definately not as cool as the harry potter ipod, but whatever. i'm impatient and i hate myself.
no one will ever love me as more than a friend ever in my life.
kbye.