My Body Your Body
::le sigh:: I swear I have the worst luck when it comes to relationships. Aaron and I are over. He's just too much. Plus he hasn't even tried to call me or anything today so I just give up. I'll find somebody else in time. Still, I'll miss him. He was cute in his own little weird way. I'll also miss the way he would kiss me and then look at me and tell me how beautiful I am.
Blake, no hard feelings. I will admit that I am a little jealous, but I'm happy that you're happy. You two look good together. I hope everything works out.
Anyways, for once I have good happy things to write. Amanda had to go to the doctor today and they did an ultrasound and found out what the baby is. She's gonna have a little boy! I'm gonna have another nephew. I'm really excited belive it or not. She's gonna name him William Corey after her friend Will that died in a motorcycle wreck a long time ago and after me. :D
I wish I could convince my mother and sister that I really do have bipolar. Momma thinks I just stay at home too much and Amanda thinks that I'm just lonely and somebody has put that idea in my head. They see the symptoms clearly everyday and they don't even realize it. Amanda is always bitching about me being so moody. I'm normal and talkative one minute and then I just flare up and get all pissed off and bitchy. Plus they can't understand what I go through physically. I'm in constant pain. I'm not lying either, its possible and one of the symptoms. An imbalance of seratonin and anorapenephrine (sp?) confuses the nerves in your body and makes your body think its in pain. I have no insurance (unless I get that job at UPS which I pray I do and I want you all to pray that I get it as well because then I will have insurance) and Momma has so many bills to deal with from having that surgery that its gonna be a while before she can afford to do anything. So I guess I'm just gonna have to deal until then.
God I love porn.
Blake, no hard feelings. I will admit that I am a little jealous, but I'm happy that you're happy. You two look good together. I hope everything works out.
Anyways, for once I have good happy things to write. Amanda had to go to the doctor today and they did an ultrasound and found out what the baby is. She's gonna have a little boy! I'm gonna have another nephew. I'm really excited belive it or not. She's gonna name him William Corey after her friend Will that died in a motorcycle wreck a long time ago and after me. :D
I wish I could convince my mother and sister that I really do have bipolar. Momma thinks I just stay at home too much and Amanda thinks that I'm just lonely and somebody has put that idea in my head. They see the symptoms clearly everyday and they don't even realize it. Amanda is always bitching about me being so moody. I'm normal and talkative one minute and then I just flare up and get all pissed off and bitchy. Plus they can't understand what I go through physically. I'm in constant pain. I'm not lying either, its possible and one of the symptoms. An imbalance of seratonin and anorapenephrine (sp?) confuses the nerves in your body and makes your body think its in pain. I have no insurance (unless I get that job at UPS which I pray I do and I want you all to pray that I get it as well because then I will have insurance) and Momma has so many bills to deal with from having that surgery that its gonna be a while before she can afford to do anything. So I guess I'm just gonna have to deal until then.
God I love porn.