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So have been watching a ton of lost over the weekend, i'm done 1x13-which i've always thought about boone....creepy. anyways, its interesting re-watching the first 4 eps cuz then i start picking up on stuff i didn't see before. It sucks though, because i was watching the golden globes coverage and i got kinda spoiled for something else i didn't want to be spoiled on. I just don't really like knowing whats going to happen, as i already know a little too much for my own happiness. thanks jules, i so need to talk to u about all this.
On the other hand, its horribly addictive.
I went to the library on saturday, so i could start the new regimen of "try not to fail all 6 courses" --i have no idea what i'm doing, should have headed back there on sunday, because i spent my entire afternoon staring at my head in an shamefully shallow manner. anyways, freaked out on sunday night because i realized that next monday i have a quiz already, on evil plant hormones.............yes riveting. anyways course drop dates are tommorow and i don't think i'm dropping any because i haven't really given thought to it, and if i do drop something then i'll definately have to take summer courses
and all my assignments are piling up. i ended up skipping 2 classes on friday to finish an assignment..........my 2 "i shall not skip, or i'll end up screwing myself over" classes...and all the assignments and crap are starting to pile up and its just the 2nd wk of school
so i just end up being ridiculously upset at myself and thinking that i should do stuff but instead sitting here typing up my depresssing life...........yeah!
also feeling the depressing feeling of not ever doing anything fun or social..........
and i need to figure out what to do in the summer, cuz there's all these deadlines coming up.
also upset because heath ledger didn't win a GG and i thought he should of :P
On the other hand, its horribly addictive.
I went to the library on saturday, so i could start the new regimen of "try not to fail all 6 courses" --i have no idea what i'm doing, should have headed back there on sunday, because i spent my entire afternoon staring at my head in an shamefully shallow manner. anyways, freaked out on sunday night because i realized that next monday i have a quiz already, on evil plant hormones.............yes riveting. anyways course drop dates are tommorow and i don't think i'm dropping any because i haven't really given thought to it, and if i do drop something then i'll definately have to take summer courses
and all my assignments are piling up. i ended up skipping 2 classes on friday to finish an assignment..........my 2 "i shall not skip, or i'll end up screwing myself over" classes...and all the assignments and crap are starting to pile up and its just the 2nd wk of school
so i just end up being ridiculously upset at myself and thinking that i should do stuff but instead sitting here typing up my depresssing life...........yeah!
also feeling the depressing feeling of not ever doing anything fun or social..........
and i need to figure out what to do in the summer, cuz there's all these deadlines coming up.
also upset because heath ledger didn't win a GG and i thought he should of :P