Indecision to call you...

Apr 02, 2004 11:15

so i made a few stupid mistakes last night

i just hung around the house all day, sleeping, cleaning, and what not

then i hung out with spencer for a few, got some hot chocolate

i was planning on just being bored out of my mind but they susie called from lil chef with stephanie, and katie, so i joined them

this is where i started to make mistakes
1) drank a couple coronas
2)chained smoked too many cigarettes
3)i took an aderoll(adderall?) orally, which was fine
4)i drank alot of black coffee really really fast
5)then i took another aderoll (adderall) , umm...a different way, in the stall of lil chef........yeah not a very good idea

so i was really great for like an hour, and then we went driving and smoked a joint, and then my head was killing me, i mean an all over headache, so i rolled the window down, stuck my head out the window, didn't help, so they took me to get advil, and then i ran out of the car, and started gagging in the parking lot, so i ran to the side, and i think i called ed, and more gagging, suzy came, and she was like the cops are here, so we had to leave, and i had to walk past the cops all cool, even though i was gagging

so i was like fuck take me home, cause i'm gonna puke, i felt really bad because i just like ran, u know...i felt retarded

i was locked out, and i was talking to marty, then my mom got up and was like what the fuck? i was like i got the wrong key...then i went downstairs, well lets just say i felt like i was dying...i puked, and then i puked some more, and i hadn't eaten very much at all, so it was mostly dry heaving, and coffee...yeah it wasn't pretty...

i super promised marty i wouldn't do that shit again...and i mean to keep it

but one good thing to come out of it was that aderoll is for ADD and what not, so from about 2- well right about now, i have been cleaning so much, i cleaned out my entire room, i mean i went through everything, sorted, dusted, threw out so much shit...i feel really fucking accomplished

but when i was walking around today i kept losing the ability to hear, and then everything would get super fuzzy and dark, and this happened alot, thank god it stopped, it wasn't fun

oh a fucking bird got into my house, it went into my moms room and was flapping around, running into the mirror, i thought it was going to die, and it was swooping around my head, i was just screaming and ducking, and finally i got it out, that really sucked, plus my cat wanted to eat it

but anyways, so i feel better today, well i feel better now, i'm so stupid, why did i do that...but hey at least i got alot of shit done
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