I feel like I am on drugs, but I'm just Pregnant!
So lately I have been feeling like I am on drugs... Half the time my feelings and thoughts make no sense. Yesterday I deep cleaned Brandon and My bedroom, it is so nice, and comfortable now, I enjoy being in it. I think that my main reason for the distance was the stress of having a messy house (which always makes me feel cluttered). I've been feeling trapped in the middle of Teenage life and Adult life, I had to releive stress and clean the room, restart my journal, and I feel better. (Brandon says I was MUCH nicer after cleaning the room)I'm glad because I have been wanting to have sex again. (YAY!)
I've been feeling more connected to the little one inside me lately. Feeling movement is rare, but when I do feel it I get all happy like it is talking to me in it's own special way. I try to listen, and I have no clue what the movements mean, but most the time I feel them when something nice is happening so I guess the baby must be happy in there.
I am going to buy either a digital camara or a Video camara in about a week or so. That's exciting. And because Brandon and I are getting so many more hours, I'm okay with that one splurge. I'm just glad that I don't feel trapped when it comes to money, I certainly do feel limited though, but not trapped. And that's nice.
I'm really excited about going to the baby shower. I can't wait until mine.
I've been feeling more connected to the little one inside me lately. Feeling movement is rare, but when I do feel it I get all happy like it is talking to me in it's own special way. I try to listen, and I have no clue what the movements mean, but most the time I feel them when something nice is happening so I guess the baby must be happy in there.
I am going to buy either a digital camara or a Video camara in about a week or so. That's exciting. And because Brandon and I are getting so many more hours, I'm okay with that one splurge. I'm just glad that I don't feel trapped when it comes to money, I certainly do feel limited though, but not trapped. And that's nice.
I'm really excited about going to the baby shower. I can't wait until mine.