Life is getting better SLOWLY
Since we've moved in here things are great and horrible...
Bad news first:
We are in debt with Brandon's mom approximately 1,700 dollars. And the car that put us in that debt isn't even working! The other car that we bought we have yet to sell.:( None of my friends are hanging out with me. I guess I have to let go of the teens. Also, BK got control of labor meaning Brandon gets less hours now. I am on a waiting list for the YMCA care for the college, I really hope that I can get Aydin in there in January. Brandon is an asshole, who is always right and can't apologize for anything. We've been arguing because he is perfect, and now the baby is feeling stress which makes me want to cry. I want him to ALWAYS feel love, and now he has to figure out how to handle these angry, stressful emotions.
Good News Last:
I got a cool breastpump, and now I can get like 4-5 ounces a day instead of like 2. Which is way better. I've been cleaning and organizing our apartment, it's looking and feeling WAY better. I'm getting my school stuff figured out. I dropped my MSO class which is great because now I will only have to go to school for 4 hours per day and I can bring Aydin on SPSCC campus, so I can feed him in between classes. And then I have my online school, which is just math. So it's more managable and I can still be with Aydin. Thanksgiving is going to be great. It's going to be Aydin, Brandon, Me, Ryan, Ryans Mom, Brandons Mom and Grandma and that's it. (If anyone is lonely for Thanksgiving tell me, because we have room for more) I have really good ideas for Winter Holiday Gifts and I'm so excited to get started on them! I've been drinking way more water, and eating oatmeal, so hopefully my milk supply will go up. I am hoping to get at LEAST 6oz per day from now on. I'm a vegetarian now, which I mentioned before, and it's going great. Now I have to pee.
One last note:
Nikki and Marie, I am going to make you a home-made-from-scratch vegetarian pizza for dinner. Probably the week after Thanksgiving, just tell me when you are available. (I promise this Brandon and Me thing will blow over in a couple days, we are both moody, and we are really excited to cook you dinner)
Angela, I will cook you dinner and breakfast as I mentioned just come pick me up tomorrow or the day after Thanksgiving.
Tiff, hang in there, roommates suck! I miss you
Everyone else, sorry I don't have anything special to say to you.
Love always,
Julie
Bad news first:
We are in debt with Brandon's mom approximately 1,700 dollars. And the car that put us in that debt isn't even working! The other car that we bought we have yet to sell.:( None of my friends are hanging out with me. I guess I have to let go of the teens. Also, BK got control of labor meaning Brandon gets less hours now. I am on a waiting list for the YMCA care for the college, I really hope that I can get Aydin in there in January. Brandon is an asshole, who is always right and can't apologize for anything. We've been arguing because he is perfect, and now the baby is feeling stress which makes me want to cry. I want him to ALWAYS feel love, and now he has to figure out how to handle these angry, stressful emotions.
Good News Last:
I got a cool breastpump, and now I can get like 4-5 ounces a day instead of like 2. Which is way better. I've been cleaning and organizing our apartment, it's looking and feeling WAY better. I'm getting my school stuff figured out. I dropped my MSO class which is great because now I will only have to go to school for 4 hours per day and I can bring Aydin on SPSCC campus, so I can feed him in between classes. And then I have my online school, which is just math. So it's more managable and I can still be with Aydin. Thanksgiving is going to be great. It's going to be Aydin, Brandon, Me, Ryan, Ryans Mom, Brandons Mom and Grandma and that's it. (If anyone is lonely for Thanksgiving tell me, because we have room for more) I have really good ideas for Winter Holiday Gifts and I'm so excited to get started on them! I've been drinking way more water, and eating oatmeal, so hopefully my milk supply will go up. I am hoping to get at LEAST 6oz per day from now on. I'm a vegetarian now, which I mentioned before, and it's going great. Now I have to pee.
One last note:
Nikki and Marie, I am going to make you a home-made-from-scratch vegetarian pizza for dinner. Probably the week after Thanksgiving, just tell me when you are available. (I promise this Brandon and Me thing will blow over in a couple days, we are both moody, and we are really excited to cook you dinner)
Angela, I will cook you dinner and breakfast as I mentioned just come pick me up tomorrow or the day after Thanksgiving.
Tiff, hang in there, roommates suck! I miss you
Everyone else, sorry I don't have anything special to say to you.
Love always,
Julie