How can I do this?
I dunno what to do to be honest, I have a really bad temper . . . . well it is day three of after school babysitting, and Maqurez was bad in school again today, and he wouldn't do his homework, unless I got him a snack, well we started off doing really good, and then he just wanted to give up. =/ I know he can do it, he is smart. Just when it gets too 'hard' he just wants to give up, and not try anymore. I know this all too well, since I did the same thing.
Well I lost my temper with him, when he just wouldn't do it, and damnit . . . if I can't keep my cool with him, how the fuck am I going to do with my own?
I just broke down, what else can I do. Dear lord when I think about how I am the one stuck here, helping him with his homework, and I am the one here who just can't help, but to get upset if he gives up, and I am the one that is just fucking HERE. It just makes me want to go kill his good for nothing MOther. This isn't my job people, I should be getting ready to rise my own, not him, and my own.
Times like these, make me wish I just didn't date the fucker, so I don't have to worry about how bad of a mother I am going to be. How much my kid is going to hate me. How much I want to fucking kill the fucker who doesn't want to help. THings like that.
Just what am I to do here?
Right now letting him watch cartoons, while snacking is some what helping the cool down, just dear lord my temper scares me . . . I know where I get it from, since my Mother has one just as bad as mine.
Well I am going to try to get him to finish his homework, and pray we get somewhere =/
Well I lost my temper with him, when he just wouldn't do it, and damnit . . . if I can't keep my cool with him, how the fuck am I going to do with my own?
I just broke down, what else can I do. Dear lord when I think about how I am the one stuck here, helping him with his homework, and I am the one here who just can't help, but to get upset if he gives up, and I am the one that is just fucking HERE. It just makes me want to go kill his good for nothing MOther. This isn't my job people, I should be getting ready to rise my own, not him, and my own.
Times like these, make me wish I just didn't date the fucker, so I don't have to worry about how bad of a mother I am going to be. How much my kid is going to hate me. How much I want to fucking kill the fucker who doesn't want to help. THings like that.
Just what am I to do here?
Right now letting him watch cartoons, while snacking is some what helping the cool down, just dear lord my temper scares me . . . I know where I get it from, since my Mother has one just as bad as mine.
Well I am going to try to get him to finish his homework, and pray we get somewhere =/