Annoy.
Here's the deal.
I didn't want to go to the party because I had stuff to do, and my grandpa died the night before, and Sarah and I are trying to cut back on spending money, and trying not to drink as much. And everyone kept texting me asking if I was coming, and I finally told Brent that I wasn't, but that I REALLY didn't want everyone crying a river about it. Then Paige texts me the next day, said that she and Ashlee had been talking, and they miss me and that I never hang out with them and I always make excuses, and that they wish I'd just come hang out. They say I always use the "we're tired" or "we're old and married" excuse. I told Paige that I didn't know what to say. To me, that came off totally insensitive. So then there's a party at Brent's on Saturday, and they're trying to make me make a commitment. But I've learned that that's not a good idea. Things come up, and if I say I'll be at the party, my entire family could die and they'd expect me to be there "because you SAID you would be there!!"
I get the part that we don't hang out as much. But this is the first time I've been 100% back in school for a while. And I'm trying to stay dedicated, and study, and do homework, and get work done. And then I'm trying to spend time with Johnny, and Sarah, and Leo. And then I work. And I'm ALSO trying to save money for bills, so I can't go out to get something to eat every day. And I'm also trying to loose weight, and drinking and going out doesn't help the cause. I just wish that sometimes they would realize that I have to say no to some things, *(and no, I don't say no to a lot of thing....) and just be okay with that.
I love my friends, I want to hang out and have a good time. But I'm also an adult, who needs to start focusing on grown up things, and party when I can afford it. I've never been like this before, and maybe thats why they're freaking out, because they aren't use to this me.
Whatev. Paige text me back and said she was sorry about my grandpa, so that was nice.
Its just another relm ish I guess...
we'll be fine
I didn't want to go to the party because I had stuff to do, and my grandpa died the night before, and Sarah and I are trying to cut back on spending money, and trying not to drink as much. And everyone kept texting me asking if I was coming, and I finally told Brent that I wasn't, but that I REALLY didn't want everyone crying a river about it. Then Paige texts me the next day, said that she and Ashlee had been talking, and they miss me and that I never hang out with them and I always make excuses, and that they wish I'd just come hang out. They say I always use the "we're tired" or "we're old and married" excuse. I told Paige that I didn't know what to say. To me, that came off totally insensitive. So then there's a party at Brent's on Saturday, and they're trying to make me make a commitment. But I've learned that that's not a good idea. Things come up, and if I say I'll be at the party, my entire family could die and they'd expect me to be there "because you SAID you would be there!!"
I get the part that we don't hang out as much. But this is the first time I've been 100% back in school for a while. And I'm trying to stay dedicated, and study, and do homework, and get work done. And then I'm trying to spend time with Johnny, and Sarah, and Leo. And then I work. And I'm ALSO trying to save money for bills, so I can't go out to get something to eat every day. And I'm also trying to loose weight, and drinking and going out doesn't help the cause. I just wish that sometimes they would realize that I have to say no to some things, *(and no, I don't say no to a lot of thing....) and just be okay with that.
I love my friends, I want to hang out and have a good time. But I'm also an adult, who needs to start focusing on grown up things, and party when I can afford it. I've never been like this before, and maybe thats why they're freaking out, because they aren't use to this me.
Whatev. Paige text me back and said she was sorry about my grandpa, so that was nice.
Its just another relm ish I guess...
we'll be fine