up date
Well Well, where do I begin?
Dad told mom she had to be out by the end of the month. She had no job, no money, no gas in her car, she had no clothes that fit her, and then she and Rusty broke up. She was crying all the time and kept saying she felt like a loser. She even said stuff like "I'm not good at this whole 'life' thing" or "I just think it's my time to go", which worried me a lot. But, as it always does, things got better. She got the job, which provided clothes for her, and Rusty called and scheduled a counseling session, and now they're back together. She's happy, she's working, and she's gonna go live at Rusty's. So everything worked out.
Last night was Fight Night, and we worked from 10:30 am to 3 am. I only made $190 bucks, which didn't make me very happy. Sarah made a lot too! She is always so good at anything she does. But Trevor has been gay lately, acting like a jerk 98% of the time. He even made Sarah cry the other day. Ef him.
Yesterday, one of Sarah's tables had a check that was 11 dollars and gave her a one hundred dollar bill and told her to keep the change. She said she understood what it was like to be a struggeling college student. It was so sweet.
I lost a total of 9 pounds, but I've slacked the past 2 weeks big time, and gained 2 back. And I feel fat and I'm not happy. So, I'm going to try to start this week off right and watch my fat intake, and TRY to work out (its just so freakin hot!!!) and start loosing weight again. Everyone was saying they could see a difference, and I could tell, and I felt prettier. But, I AM getting my period soon, so that may have something to do with why I feel so blah and I have weird random cravings for
"bad food"
I started school!!!! It's been so long since I've been in class, and its so awesome to feel productive again. I'm taking English, Math, Speech and Science. I want to do really well this semester. I really wanna get back on track and do this whole school thing. I've had my time for messing up, this is the real deal.
Well, enough procrastinating. Time to get started on the homework.
I found this picture. and I love it. And I love her.
Dad told mom she had to be out by the end of the month. She had no job, no money, no gas in her car, she had no clothes that fit her, and then she and Rusty broke up. She was crying all the time and kept saying she felt like a loser. She even said stuff like "I'm not good at this whole 'life' thing" or "I just think it's my time to go", which worried me a lot. But, as it always does, things got better. She got the job, which provided clothes for her, and Rusty called and scheduled a counseling session, and now they're back together. She's happy, she's working, and she's gonna go live at Rusty's. So everything worked out.
Last night was Fight Night, and we worked from 10:30 am to 3 am. I only made $190 bucks, which didn't make me very happy. Sarah made a lot too! She is always so good at anything she does. But Trevor has been gay lately, acting like a jerk 98% of the time. He even made Sarah cry the other day. Ef him.
Yesterday, one of Sarah's tables had a check that was 11 dollars and gave her a one hundred dollar bill and told her to keep the change. She said she understood what it was like to be a struggeling college student. It was so sweet.
I lost a total of 9 pounds, but I've slacked the past 2 weeks big time, and gained 2 back. And I feel fat and I'm not happy. So, I'm going to try to start this week off right and watch my fat intake, and TRY to work out (its just so freakin hot!!!) and start loosing weight again. Everyone was saying they could see a difference, and I could tell, and I felt prettier. But, I AM getting my period soon, so that may have something to do with why I feel so blah and I have weird random cravings for
"bad food"
I started school!!!! It's been so long since I've been in class, and its so awesome to feel productive again. I'm taking English, Math, Speech and Science. I want to do really well this semester. I really wanna get back on track and do this whole school thing. I've had my time for messing up, this is the real deal.
Well, enough procrastinating. Time to get started on the homework.
I found this picture. and I love it. And I love her.