Jan 31, 2003 09:35
every single day i have been with jim.... except for yesterday.. and i didnt freak out! oh man. i have to be with him today tho. things are ok now i guess. i mean everything isnt ok. i hate school so much, jim has been in bad moods lately, but he normally isnt happy all the time. i wish things could be absolutely perfect. even tho they are close.
i hate writing. i used to be so good at it. and i always try to write sometimes but then i cant. just like now. this is crap. my back hurts. i have to work today. and my recruiter is buying me a frog. i need to get something pierced. oh too bad, no money. dammit. i need another job. applied for 2, one didnt even look at my application yet. oh and screw jim..... he is stealing one of my dream jobs. ahh.... it is ok... better him than someone else. maybe he will get a new pet. mjo is still alive. im proud of jim. although he only likes eating grapes and dry food that is dumb.