Sad

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I dont even know what to say... just that I am so sad. Alex passed away today, at 8:05am, while i was alone in the room with him. It seems he waited until his Mom stepped out on purpose because she wasn't even gone too minutes. I was very blessed that his parents chose to include me in his final hours and to be there.
Just as I was blessed to have known him in life. He taught me so much. He was an amazing, loving happy little boy, and such a fighter. He fought from the day he was born until the moment he passed away. He had the most amazing smile, a smile that when you saw it you just couldnt help but smile back. He was something else thats for sure. Always smiling, always laughing, always happy, even when he hurt. Even when he was frustrated he seemed to always have a smile for you.
I cant believe hes gone... even though I know he is. I stood right there when they took him away, I kissed him goodbye and he was allready cold. I know hes in a better place, and its selfish to wish he were still here, but I guess Im selfish, because I wasn't ready to let him go. I am glad he is finally at peace, no more pain, and hes whole in Heaven.
i dont know what else to say, so I will close