irritation.. silent treatment... play time...

Jan 11, 2005 11:14

Well last night I was so horny beyond belief- I think it was the most I have ever been in my whole life.. like wow really horny.. So I told my boyfriend and he acted as if it didn't matter so then I was mad because I wanted some and he wasnt interested, so I like got pissed... he said he wasnt horny, and didnt want to have sex so I was like thinking "damn be inconsiderate, sometimes when you are horny I give in because I want to make you feel good, why cant u do this for me!" so yea we ended up not talking for a while and I texted my friends, he was watching a movie that I couldnt concentrate on because I was so horny and mad.. So I just sat there.. then like we got into a argument about it.. and he wanted to know why I was so pissed but I didnt feel like telling him the whole reason so we sat there just being mad for a little while.. he got upset- and everything and we decided for me to just go home.. he was really upset and tearing up- I felt bad but then again I was so mad that I was like shit I do things for you do them for me sometimes.. so the whole way home, takes thirty minutes.. we were silent, not talking at all.. and then we pulled in my driveway and I was getting my stuff to get out he kind of like looked at me so we just sat there for a moment, and he got all teary eyed again and didnt understand what I wanted and all that stuff well we ended up kind of being mad at each other for a minute, I cried because he hurt my feelings because of him not being affectionate towards me while I was horny.. he could of just kissed me and that would of made me day but oh well... then ummm somehow we got over it because a ashley simpson song came on and I went eww and changed the station and we just laughed and then he opened the sunroof and we just like were over it and he started talking and I was like whatever and kissed him and we kissed for a minute or two lol, more than that prolly.. and then he bites my neck, and I was like omg! lol.. and we kissed again and then he decided to play with my mind a little and then he fingered me in his car.. first time anything has ever happened in the car.. and then like we kissed again and then he was hard but we couldnt do anything and I knew he needed sleep so I got out went inside talked to my mom for a minute and went off to sleep.. He told me he will never let me walk away mad and he didnt and I respect that. oh it was so cute when I kissed him he teared up again because he was happy I wasnt mad anymore.. wow that like made me feel so awesome god I love him so much.. We just keep finding weird stuff out about each other that keeps pulling us closer.. and like when we argue its not like a yell argument or like a mean argument, its like I dont understand why you are being so rude- and we just usually get over it quick but it went on for a long time last night and like then we were done and like we just had a special moment because I felt as if we could work through shit.. even when we are so mad we cant see straight lol..
Well love you all

Brit
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