Apr 03, 2007 22:43
Gah - my emotions are going all different ways at once.
I loved the new House ep. Cuddy was amazing and was totally pulling at my heart through the whole thing. I have to admit I agreed with House but in the end I'm glad Cuddy got involved as they saved the baby, guh, So good - especially the whole baby grabbing House's hand thing. I'll admit I wasn't sure how I'd like that or how it'd come off but it was so good and well done. It even got my mom and I figured she'd think it was cheesy.
The Camness of the episode was good for me. I loved House asking her if she loved Chase, and the whole conversation through the phone in the chamber thing was great. Poor Chase though, he is gonna fall hard and get hurt. It's amusing that everyone thinks it will be Cam that gets hurt though. hah - maybe she will but probably by House, not Chase *sigh*. The thing where he kept Cam's photo and then she saw the photo of him holding her pic was so cute. I almost teared up a little. omg, so cute. And I guess it made me sad because we know it won't last but it'd almost be ok with me if it did. (I said *almost* - no need for people to attack me, heh)
Guess most of the reason I'm emotional now is because I'm over at my aunt's. We had kind of a big thunderstorm and somehow it managed to knock out phones out. And since I have freakin dial up that means no internet. So I brought my laptop over here for a little while so I could check my lj and squeal over all things from the new House ep. But soon I'm going to have to go back home to mom's and there will be nothing to do until they get the phones up agan. I mean like, nothing. And I have to stay at the house tomorrow and wait for someone to come and install something so I can't even go to the library. I'm honest to god scared. I think too much as it is and without the internet to distract me I could end up going mad by tomorrow night.
I'm feeling a bit "panic attack"ish right now. So I'll probably finish up here and go back to mom's and sneak a xanax somewhere in between my aunt's and mom's house. Guh, I hate this.
spoiler,
drug references,
house m.d.,
anxiety,
cameron