Sep 24, 2009 16:26
My tendency to see the good side in people is charming and generous, but it's not always useful for keeping myself protected against those who might not be healthy for my life goals.
I must not accept negative habits. . .
i keep telling myself that i will overcome this, i have got through way more difficult situations...health problems, family problems.. but each morning i feel good, strong, that the best are about to come!
And after 4.00 o'clock....i just wanna throw myself in front of a truck
My stomach turns inside out, my heart feels like someone is squeezing it...
and i feel that im gonna melt.
PFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!
IM SO FED UP!...