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You would never exactly ever hear me say that "I am devastated by the popes death". I recall one of his quotes being something along the lines of "homosexuality is the root of evil?" Yeah any person who includes the words evil and homosexuality in the same sentence can die and I won't give them a second thought. I guess you could then say that I myself am evil because I don't care that a life has just been lost. Well no matter your religion if those words or any words of negativity towards alternative lifestyles come out of your mouth (because alternative marriage obviously has nothing to do with you) then really, there is no place for you in this world.....You are the type of people that we don't need. So hope he had a good life. Now will they fucking quit talking about him on the news 18 hours a day? I am finding myself very annoyed. All of those fucking people crying. Give me a break. Im my opinion he was just an 85 year old man who had hate for certain people in his heart. If you love god aren't you supposed to love everyone? Not to say that I love everyone but if you are just so into god and following his footsteps then why are we judging people if we are just so religious? We follow everything else. It is in my opinion that the problems that these fucking religious freaks focus on should be left in the hands of god and the person who "is sinning" *yea right*. Anyways that is how I feel....I can't help but feel sick every time I turn on my tv or sign onto my computer and see his fucking picture. Sorry If I offend anyone/my opinion tho :)
Anyway Its going on 3 weeks now that I haven't talked to asshole....Im not going to. I really don't care about her anymore. If she doesn't care about me enough to talk to me then whatever she can just jump from bad relationship to bad relationship, If that's what makes her happy. I am done....I won't let her suck me back in. Because I know if i were to talk to her she would just let me get close to her again and then pull some bullshit on me. I hope in the future she realizes what she's lost. But she most likely won't because she is stubborn. Hope she’s happy with her disgusting relationship. :) thanks for wasting my time babe. I really am amazed that she hasn't even tried talking to me once...Like really lol why did I ever think she cared about me for a second? She obviously did not. If she cared she would want to know how I was doing or what I was up to. Nope that is fine tho :) I will find once I am completely over her she won't matter to me as much. She doesn't deserve someone like me. She deserves someone like the person she is currently with, Which is why they are together....I would love to be around when they end up cheating on each other tho :) that would be fun...
Anyway My job is going really well. I get my first pay check tomorrow its going to be like 700 dollars which is soooo much more than i ever made at longs and it couldn't have came at a better time because my bills are popping up on me next week
I have:
my gym that is past due : 150.00
cell phone: 55.00
Aol- 22.00
Car insur- 50.00
Visa- 25.00
Over D lol- 25.00
there is more but yeah.....Im buying the 1st season of the L word tomorrow :) Im happy I looooove that show. I rented it from block buster but I ended up getting disks 4 and 5 instead of 1 and 2 and i was all lost and i didn't like it but I was like well maybe ill try it again so last week I rented the first disks and I looved it. I think I am in love with Dana and Tina (seriously :)) lol jk but those two are so fucking hot....My favs So I can't wait to watch all of it tomorrow...
anyway I lost my wallet on Tuesday....I cancelled all my credit cards and my what else who knows and then I ended up finding it that night I left it at school by my teacher’s desk and I didn't know but at least I had like 80 dollars that was still in there so yeah I was grateful even tho now I have to reorder all of my shit. Anyway I need to get ready for school soon so yeah...see ya