actions speak louder than words
its amazing how much an ONE event can change your day. i woke up this morning to kate running into my room to turn off my alarm clock and deciding if she was going to throw it agaisnt the wall or what.. she didnt throw it agaisnt the wall.. i took it from her and set it on my table... and turned it off... she walks away on the phone saying,"I hate him. i hate him so much." i didnt know who she was talking about... so then i go downstairs to see what she's doing.. she is on the computer and i try to give her a hug because she is crying and she said," i dont want to talk to anyone right now.. leave me alone." i leave. i go back upstairs and get ready to take lauren to school. i walk into kate room (where she is now located) and i gave her my cell phone (she usually takes it with her to school.. on tuesdays and thursdays) and she says that she doesnt need it today. i ask if she is sure because i have no problem letting her use it.. and she said yes. then i ask her if she would be able to take me to work later on and she said "probably not." i take lauren to school then come home and go to her room and shes laying on her bed with stitch (her favorite stuffed animal in the whole wide world) and i see a bag stuffed with clothes. then i leave. i go downstairs and feed all the animals and leave for school. i had this feeling i shouldnt leave.. i was worried.. but i left anyway.. when i came home from school i went to see where my mom was and i found her in her room reading a piece of paper. i ask her what it is and if i can read it. i read it and it was a note from kate saying she went away for a while and that she will return when she thinks would be best. then my mom picks up another piece of paper.. it says dad on the front. then inside it says that he doesnt appreciate her and that he doesnt love her and all this other stuff.. (i dont feel like going into detail) and then my mom and i wonder where kate could be. i get a piece of paper and write..
MISSION:KATE
JAHNE
RICHARD
JENNY
PETER
SAI
TESSA
KC
MARK
the intention was to see if anyone heard from kate. no one had.. except richard doesnt have a phone.. (we'll get to that later). so my mom drops me off at work and i start calling more people.. after work my dad picked me up and we had the longest conversation (it seemed) on the way home. we talked about how he's never home or how he is always on the computer or how he doesnt appreciate anything. he tells me why he doesnt like coming home...
1-the animals
2-the mess (from the animals)
3-the smell (im assuming from the animals..?)
i mean, come on, animals leave messes, but who doesnt. i know i leave a mess.. but i clean it up.. but still, an animal is an animal and they dont know better... you cant blame them. anyway. we talk about all this shit (too many details) and then we arrive at our house. i ask him if i can borrow his car to see if kate is at richards.. i drive to ricahrds (past 3 speed bumps and the el camino) and i see kates car. what a sigh of relief.. i knew she would be there.. but the fact that i KNEW she WAS there made it more relieving. i look through the window to see if anyone was awake. (while in spy mode jahne called and i thought she blew my cover.. but she didnt )they were so i knocked on the door and i didnt stand in front of the peephole so they would answer.. they finally answered after a few knocks.. we sat outside and talked and i met a kitty. kate named him mooch... because he mooched food from richard... i fell in love with the cat and i wanted to take him home with me but ended not doing so.. so when i got to richards again, i will go see mooch.. if i can find him..anyway, i just got home and im super tired. i just finished eating frozen berries (now thawed) and enjoyed them. every time i eat them i think of cece! yay for cece.. haha. speaking of cece i was at work and cece stopped by.. she was freaking out because she lost tito at super target and he had her car keys and phone.. i let her take my phone so she could call him while she was looking for him.. she found him and brought my cell phone back. whoop! anyway. im going to go take a shower and decide what to wear to school tomorrow. good night. peace
MISSION:KATE
JAHNE
RICHARD
JENNY
PETER
SAI
TESSA
KC
MARK
the intention was to see if anyone heard from kate. no one had.. except richard doesnt have a phone.. (we'll get to that later). so my mom drops me off at work and i start calling more people.. after work my dad picked me up and we had the longest conversation (it seemed) on the way home. we talked about how he's never home or how he is always on the computer or how he doesnt appreciate anything. he tells me why he doesnt like coming home...
1-the animals
2-the mess (from the animals)
3-the smell (im assuming from the animals..?)
i mean, come on, animals leave messes, but who doesnt. i know i leave a mess.. but i clean it up.. but still, an animal is an animal and they dont know better... you cant blame them. anyway. we talk about all this shit (too many details) and then we arrive at our house. i ask him if i can borrow his car to see if kate is at richards.. i drive to ricahrds (past 3 speed bumps and the el camino) and i see kates car. what a sigh of relief.. i knew she would be there.. but the fact that i KNEW she WAS there made it more relieving. i look through the window to see if anyone was awake. (while in spy mode jahne called and i thought she blew my cover.. but she didnt )they were so i knocked on the door and i didnt stand in front of the peephole so they would answer.. they finally answered after a few knocks.. we sat outside and talked and i met a kitty. kate named him mooch... because he mooched food from richard... i fell in love with the cat and i wanted to take him home with me but ended not doing so.. so when i got to richards again, i will go see mooch.. if i can find him..anyway, i just got home and im super tired. i just finished eating frozen berries (now thawed) and enjoyed them. every time i eat them i think of cece! yay for cece.. haha. speaking of cece i was at work and cece stopped by.. she was freaking out because she lost tito at super target and he had her car keys and phone.. i let her take my phone so she could call him while she was looking for him.. she found him and brought my cell phone back. whoop! anyway. im going to go take a shower and decide what to wear to school tomorrow. good night. peace