another boring day
so something is bothering michael but he wont tell me what it is he said hes gonna write a letter, whatever, whatever he wants to do to make himself feel better is a-ok with me. i hate that he feels like crap and i just wanna make him happy again, but i cant without hurting myself. when were together at like his house its fine between us, everything is ok, but then in school hes all depressed and i feel like im cusing it (which i probably am) but idk, i dont want to lead him on, and i told him that , and i think it made things worse, i dont want to go out with him again (as of now) but i dont want to say that cuz i know there's the possibility that i will someday. now i just want to go to prom with adrian, hopefully get to know him better, and have a good time. mommy and i are about to go out to acmoore and walmart to do some last minute shopping, for random stuff. like ribbon, i <3 ribbon. yea, weird, but thats ok with me. but were about ready to leave now so im gonna go do that. peace out home skillet.