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merf it is 3 am and I can nto sleep...3 am u hear?...I just keep thinking I am a FUCK UP...I love her and I know I do....but the question is does she really love me...I feel as tho she does but she never seems to show it anymore...the story gose a bit like this
yesturday she asked me if I wanted to spend the weekend at the shore I said ok no prob it is supposed to be nice...so I am stoked tell mah mom Jess and I will prob be there and she was like ok cool...and then it is like NEVER mind I do not want to go becuase I am going to some speed dating thing...Like WTF happened to the shore?...I was going to SKip Softball and EVERYTHING...HELLO me Skip sports...well anyways I will still skip softball and go with my mom and sister...and I will kill valtine while I am down there...nothing better to do u know...maybe I will start a forset fire or something with him...I dunno tho...so yea...and anyways now I am not going to see DV8 tonight which blows...cause yea I told her if she went to the speed dating thing and dicked me over I would not talk to her again...I think it be littles people I am sorry but why go to a room and play fucking MUSICAL People that is just lame...and it is funny that she downed it before and now is all about going but whatever...I was never worth her time she said so...so FUCK IT all...
yesturday she asked me if I wanted to spend the weekend at the shore I said ok no prob it is supposed to be nice...so I am stoked tell mah mom Jess and I will prob be there and she was like ok cool...and then it is like NEVER mind I do not want to go becuase I am going to some speed dating thing...Like WTF happened to the shore?...I was going to SKip Softball and EVERYTHING...HELLO me Skip sports...well anyways I will still skip softball and go with my mom and sister...and I will kill valtine while I am down there...nothing better to do u know...maybe I will start a forset fire or something with him...I dunno tho...so yea...and anyways now I am not going to see DV8 tonight which blows...cause yea I told her if she went to the speed dating thing and dicked me over I would not talk to her again...I think it be littles people I am sorry but why go to a room and play fucking MUSICAL People that is just lame...and it is funny that she downed it before and now is all about going but whatever...I was never worth her time she said so...so FUCK IT all...