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Ok so it's official. I went home to see my doctor and he told me all of this is permanent. My back , the pain... everything. I don't think I can handle this. Why is it that ALL I WANT TO DO IS GET MY EDUCATION and I can't. There are kids here whose parents hold everything above their heads in order to get them to go to school and I want to go willingly. It took so much for me to get here and now I hit another brick wall. I have been trying not to be so negative but lately I cant muster the strength. I have to change my major the only thing in life I was ever sure that I was good at. The only thing I wanted to do. So if anyone has any suggestions as to what the fuck I'm going to do let me know