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Warning* this is going to be another emo update* Warning not that anyone reads them
wow some of the people i associatie with these days make me feel so shitty... like un important...and i know they arent trying to but they think its funny...its just like alright enough it died months ago when it started...sometimes i have to question who really is my friend... like people will act so nice to you but how do they feel behind your back...i havent seen channon since christmas...i talked to her monday and once again shes not allowed to come down...
and now this whole pompano thing is making me feel even worse than i should... like i really want to go and i know with my luck im not going to be one of the 10 MOTHER FUCKING PEOPLE THEY ACCEPT... and then theres like the .005 percent of me that doesnt want to go beacuse im afarid i wont fit in or ill have the same trouble i have at this gay school... i dont know but this crap is really keeping me awake... ill lay in bed just thinking about it and wont go to bed till like 2 in the fucking morning...plus theres this whole dog vs. my family thing thats making them all want to tear out there hair...i hate this crazy shit...maybe you guys are going through worse but man it sucks... like god why me!!... anyways it always feels better to get it out of my head!... i hate high school.
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wow some of the people i associatie with these days make me feel so shitty... like un important...and i know they arent trying to but they think its funny...its just like alright enough it died months ago when it started...sometimes i have to question who really is my friend... like people will act so nice to you but how do they feel behind your back...i havent seen channon since christmas...i talked to her monday and once again shes not allowed to come down...
and now this whole pompano thing is making me feel even worse than i should... like i really want to go and i know with my luck im not going to be one of the 10 MOTHER FUCKING PEOPLE THEY ACCEPT... and then theres like the .005 percent of me that doesnt want to go beacuse im afarid i wont fit in or ill have the same trouble i have at this gay school... i dont know but this crap is really keeping me awake... ill lay in bed just thinking about it and wont go to bed till like 2 in the fucking morning...plus theres this whole dog vs. my family thing thats making them all want to tear out there hair...i hate this crazy shit...maybe you guys are going through worse but man it sucks... like god why me!!... anyways it always feels better to get it out of my head!... i hate high school.
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