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wow so yea its great hear from everyone *sarcasm* channons gonna try and come down im not getting my hopes up for that one but if IF she can were gonna go to the harry potter movie dresses as harry! if she cant im gonna cut myself and be suacidal!yea well hmm my dog is beating me up...im hating school more and more especially the kids there. high school is just nothing how i pictured it. i have no idea what im doing next year and the scary thing is today in class i was contenplating dropping out i dont know why... i hate this school!! i want to burn it down to ruble! like everyone knows everyone! everyone in my year have all grown up together since elementry and i was there but i kinda wasnt...im such a loser!! A VERY LOST LOSER!!and on top of it all this house stuff is stressing my parents and there always fighting and when they do they stop talking for like weeks and then its like what the fuck! she always takes it out on us! im praying that it doesnt end up in divorce! its so depressing! on the bright side my room looks pretty awesome!its my sanctuary!! and i can say yea i did that and i did that and im just so proud of it i never wanna leave it i wish i could move it with me where ever i go!i wish i could have people over eventually i will... christmas is coming... 5 weeks i want the xbox 360 and that all..nothing else...and the worse part is i know im not gonna get it!!! i miss all my friends so bad its just effin driving me crazy! we never speak anymore i have no clue what is going on unless you post something and i dont know...you kids are makeing me so emo!