May 12, 2005 17:39
I AM SO PISSED AND UPSET AND I FEEL LIKE MY FREINDS HAVE BACKSTABBED ME!! 2 OF THEM MAYBE 4!!! so heres the story "a little bird" called this morning while i was on the bus and asked me how much of a freind allison and alex were and i awnsered not knowing why! then i found out that those two were sitting in front of jhon and had been talking to him and stuff like that! before i say anything i want you to know i am SUPER-PROTECTIVE OF MY FREINDS AND "boyfreinds"!!! then i got another call when i was on my after noon bus and had also learned that josh had been sitting next to john and alex and allyson had been calling them their "bus buddy"!!! im not gonna blame allyson cause shes kinda a follower or john cause hes not that close but alex and josh!!! omg one. yestersday alex had told me that charlie and john will never go to my birthday party cause im "so annoying"!! and she nos that josh "was" one of my closest freinds and john is the twin of another!! so what does she do she goes behind my back and starts making frinds with them and "being annoying"!!!!! what does that tell you!!!! i am so pissed!! i dont know how her fucking stupid ass mind thinks but just cause shes jealous of my relationship with my "man-freinds" doesnt mean she has to have them or make them agaisnt me or whatever she did!!! i am so upset that josh and john went along with it but i cant really blame them!! YOU KNOW WHAT I LEARNED! NEVER TRUST AMY FREINDS THEY BACKSTAB!! I WOULDNT BE SURPRISED IF SHE TELLS AMY EVERYTHING WE SAY ABOUT HER!! FUCKER!!!!! o and to replace josh at the party cause hes such a great freind and is ditching me i invited marc! sometimes i really dont know who i can trust or not!!! I AM SUPPER PISSED AT JOSH!! AND I HATE ALEXANDRIA!!!
on a better note my mom got my pinyata!!!! it is so awesome and it matches my decore so perfectly! im handing out my invitations tomorrow so you must attened if you want to recive one!!! (sorry its so late notice) i hope my party is a smashing success!!
today was so much fun!!! only me and channon and megan and ashley and cody were there!! we watched napoleon dynamite and i wore his shirt!!!!! and then we played football with mr ruess and marc and there was a bug on me!!! and then we watched beuty and the beast! the pretty much it!!!
2 days till my birthday!!!!!well im gonna go and sulk like an idiot that i am!!!!! comment lol ^__^