New Years
In this New Year I will try to love myself more, I will try to really learn to play my new electric guitar because I need something positive in my life since I can no longer play softball...*tear* I've met someone...who completely takes my breath away...and its an unexpected crush that I hope progresses further and further everyday...which it is. She is great. So adorable...cute laugh amazing green eyes, irish, FSU bio major...hometown is basically my hometown...problem is she's never been good at distance...the only time we'd be apart for periods of time is when we're at school..our schools are only 2 hours away from eachother. Did Danielle's pushing me away mean something? Was Shannon supposed to come into my life like this? Is this something that I need to keep my walls down for and let in? I don't know but it sure does feel great...I feel overall generally happy again. Wow