time for another update...not much really
Okay so today was SO boring. I was done with class by noon and since I couldn't go to softball practice due to stupid medical stuff that still isn't done I sat around my room for like ever. I went to the PRIDE meeting at 7...it wasnt long but then the "lesbian brigade", Laura, Lauren, Ashley, Ashley, Stacey, and Courtney along with myself all came to my room to watch Ellen Degeneres. That was fun. Now I'm just sitting here at my desk listening to music, waiting for my baby to get home from Jazz Ensemble. I don't think she's gonna get online tonight though cause she's tired, only got 2 hrs of sleep lastnight. Poor thing. I hope she calls me at least tho to say goodnight. I miss her :( I just have this feeling that this time around with her will be great. Like I feel that it's going to be better than before. We have both grown up so much and we are different people in some aspects. It's just going to be a more mature relationship. I feel good about this and that is something I've needed for a long time. Hopefully the stuff my mom sent me in the mail last week will get here before this weekend so I can possibly go to Tallahassee saturday morning bright and early to see her. Because I REALLY need to see her. I'm so falling all over again. Her and I used to date back when we were seniors in HS, and then once again during sophomore year of college. So basically I haven't seen her in person in like 3 yrs...its about time to. I need it. I just want to hold her close. I love you baby!