(no subject)

Aug 13, 2004 12:28

(the day after we broke up) Katy said!
Laura,
i dont know where to begin. i just re-read ur email and there are a few things id like to say to it. one, i know you love me, or i still like to tell myself that, but dont you find this break up to be a little sudden. i mean you've been doing as you please and ive never stepped in or said anything, and then all of a sudden i get this email from this girl that im madly in love with saying that " your just not right for me right now" or watever, honey i never once saw this coming and i really wish you would have talked this over with me, or atleast called and talk to me about this. but im not mad at you im just numb to it all. when we stopped talkng last night i had some time to think and i did, since you and i arent on the same path and you think that you need to focus on other things and because of the age thing, i think its time that we not call or speak to one another due to the fact of the reasons you listed in ur email. and this is not to hurt you but i do feel as thought since we arent on the same page in our lives we should just not try to be. you know that i love you with all i have and nothing will ever change that and i swear i could tell myself a hundred times that we are gonna be together but some how now i dont see that happening because no matter wat, because of our age we may never be on the same page in our lives and that would mean that we couldnt be happy together. laura i want you to know that no matter wat if you need me i am here but i guess we both need to move on and move up in our lives and i think that if we really need one another in some for or fashion we will meet again but until that day we should just keep our talking on low. im not gonna be how i was in may and say get rid of my AIM sn or # but i think we shouldnt talk as though we were still together because that wouldnt be fair to one another. you do understand that. youll always be MY girl in my heart and i WILL always LOVE you but right now you are right we are better apart. you need to find some one more like you and closer and so do i and thats okay, its okay to move on, it hurts and it will for a while because i had alot of plans for us, but thats because i thought we had a better understanding of our relationship and i think towards the end we both didnt know how to love one another any more which is FINE i understand that. i love you laura ellen! and ill never stop and if days, or weeks or months or years go by and you feel in ur heart that im it, im the one i want you to come back because i think ill always feel that way about you some where in my heart. but if you never come back its okay. i had the best 5 months of my life being your girl and the best 2 additional months getting to know you. just remember the GREAT times we had together and never let those go! stay sweet and great and everything you can be because laura your a great person i know you are but i also know you need some more time to grow as YOU and thats ok. dont forget me and know i love you. i really do. goodbye laura
<3kT

(YESTERDAY, Katy said!)
i fucking hate my ex gf! fuck her shit! u know i think breaking up was the best thing that could have happened. i now know that she really didnt love me and thats whole love shit was bullshit and she talked to all my friends to keep tabs on me... well i think thats BS im not the one who fucked a guy while we were together but NO SHE HAD TO KNOW WHAT I WAS GOING EVERY MINUTE OF EVERYDAY GOD FUCK THAT!
FUCK YOU AND YOU KNOW WHO YOU ARE!
U NEVER LOVED ME!
U FILLED ME WITH BULLSHIT!
I HOPE YOU DO FUCK SARA S.!
DONT TALK TO ME ANY MORE ITS ALL BULLSHIT!
YOU CAN TELL SOME ONE ITS OVER AND NOT MISS THEN!
IF YOU CAN
THEN YOU NEVER LOVED ME IN THE FIRST PLACE!
FUCK YOU
<3kT

HMMMMM KINDA CONTRADICTING DON'T YA THINK?????
Previous post Next post
Up
[]