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so remember how i said earlier things were looking up?
i spoke too soon
i got an email today about a weekly meeting with my research group on monday
they want me to come and discuss my findings and progress so far
this is both good and bad
i've been feeling like the shunned member of the group since i started because they haven't really told me what to do, so therefore i have advanced as much as i'm sure they would like me too
but on the other hand, maybe now they want me to get involved more which would be fabulous
i feel guilty that they're paying me good money to work for them but don't expect anything worthwhile from me, but at the same time it makes me mad that they don't want me to do more
i spoke too soon
i got an email today about a weekly meeting with my research group on monday
they want me to come and discuss my findings and progress so far
this is both good and bad
i've been feeling like the shunned member of the group since i started because they haven't really told me what to do, so therefore i have advanced as much as i'm sure they would like me too
but on the other hand, maybe now they want me to get involved more which would be fabulous
i feel guilty that they're paying me good money to work for them but don't expect anything worthwhile from me, but at the same time it makes me mad that they don't want me to do more