Gotta Love the Love...

[rainbowbrightxo]

I know we may bicker a lot, but i really have to say that i love him. he is definitely the one thing that makes me want to drag my butt out of bed every morning and go to school; just to pull into my parking space and see him sitting in his car. as weird as it sounds, it's just like a sense of security. i love the feeling of being loved. he does the job well, and i hope i do too. i hope he knows that i love him with all my heart, because i couldnt mean that any less. as much as what his mom really doesnt want us to go to school together, i really could careless! because im going to do horrible if im miserable and id be miserable if i could only see him every couple of months or something. i want to be able just to leave my room at any time and just go to his and hang out. the bottom line is i guess, that i just want to be with him. as sad as it sounds, i feel like a lost puppy without him. i know sometimes i can be a bitch, and honestly i dont know why im a bitch to the person i love, but i guess its just a character flaw. i try not to be, but sometimes i just can't help it.I'm so lucky. I just hope he knows how much i love him...(for those of you who say all that isn't possible at 17...SCREW YOU!)

<3 i love you Greg, with all my heart, no matter what. <3