Ox year is a curse for Ox

[rainbowbetty]

I feel totally mind restless.
Almost a year has passed and yet,
I am here.

Though I am working at a local company,

I seldom feel happy...

everything is so political here...
everything is so racist...

I missed my old life in Oz.
Everyone looking down on me,
yeah I can tell... because.. I earned cheap rate?
or because I am a curse child?

Well,... I tried to pick up where I left... I cannot seem to do so,
As I forgot most of my friends here and in real world...

My memory is acting up...
with constant migrain and chest pain...
yet doctor said is normal and healthy for me...

But I have memory lost...
precious memories....

Sorry minna-san... I have been lost
I am sorry