From my Xanga
Since I'm too lazy to come up with a new entry, here's the one from my Xanga, AzaleaGarden for any who care.
Hey everyone. Just thought I'd update again. I haven't in like two whole days. Such a long time I know. So [person] comes up to me yesterday at Mock Trial and is like, " if you're going to talk smack behind my back, i'm not going to be nice to your face" to which I HONESTLY reply, "that's the idea" what I should have said, that I thought about as I was going out to my car was "So you would prefer I call you an egotistical, judgemental, arrogant, hypocritical, self righteous, religiouly pushy person to your face?" but I didn't. I could also have said "I don't want you near my face, much less being nice to it" but I didn't. So many things I could have said but didn't.
To [person] if she is reading this. You never asked me why I told [person] all the things you said. The general gist is that they upset me and I wanted to complain to someone, and [person] was the easiest person to complain to. You seem to think this is sudden, or recent at least, on my part. Well honey, it isn't. It's been about 7 months that I have been getting more and more frustrated with your views, to the point that I finally snapped about them, and look where I am now. HAPPY. Happier WITHOUT you, since I am now more free. I now hang with FRIENDS who DON"T JUDGE me, FRIENDS who like me for WHO I AM. You don't know me near as well as [person] does, and hence why I TRUST him so much more than I could trust you. Yes I have LIED to you about a few things, but only because of opinions you gave which led me to believe that I could NEVER be entirely honest in YOUR PRESENCE. By the way, your reaction has put you on my list of people I RESPECT very very LITTLE. What do I respect? I respect people who STAND for what they BELIEVE in, but DON'T try to FORCE THEIR OPINIONS onto other people. People who don't waiver in their opinions, but respect those of OTHERS. I respect people who DON'T JUDGE. None of these things seem to fit you. Therefore I have very little respect for you.
If you have a response to the above, whether you are the person to whom it is addressed or not, please feel free to leave a note. Or several even, if you are that long winded. Anyhow, on other notes, AcaDeca is doing great, despite taking up all of my life, and my cousin is getting married at the end of February. Grandmother is back home. My life is great. Happiness abounds.
Hey everyone. Just thought I'd update again. I haven't in like two whole days. Such a long time I know. So [person] comes up to me yesterday at Mock Trial and is like, " if you're going to talk smack behind my back, i'm not going to be nice to your face" to which I HONESTLY reply, "that's the idea" what I should have said, that I thought about as I was going out to my car was "So you would prefer I call you an egotistical, judgemental, arrogant, hypocritical, self righteous, religiouly pushy person to your face?" but I didn't. I could also have said "I don't want you near my face, much less being nice to it" but I didn't. So many things I could have said but didn't.
To [person] if she is reading this. You never asked me why I told [person] all the things you said. The general gist is that they upset me and I wanted to complain to someone, and [person] was the easiest person to complain to. You seem to think this is sudden, or recent at least, on my part. Well honey, it isn't. It's been about 7 months that I have been getting more and more frustrated with your views, to the point that I finally snapped about them, and look where I am now. HAPPY. Happier WITHOUT you, since I am now more free. I now hang with FRIENDS who DON"T JUDGE me, FRIENDS who like me for WHO I AM. You don't know me near as well as [person] does, and hence why I TRUST him so much more than I could trust you. Yes I have LIED to you about a few things, but only because of opinions you gave which led me to believe that I could NEVER be entirely honest in YOUR PRESENCE. By the way, your reaction has put you on my list of people I RESPECT very very LITTLE. What do I respect? I respect people who STAND for what they BELIEVE in, but DON'T try to FORCE THEIR OPINIONS onto other people. People who don't waiver in their opinions, but respect those of OTHERS. I respect people who DON'T JUDGE. None of these things seem to fit you. Therefore I have very little respect for you.
If you have a response to the above, whether you are the person to whom it is addressed or not, please feel free to leave a note. Or several even, if you are that long winded. Anyhow, on other notes, AcaDeca is doing great, despite taking up all of my life, and my cousin is getting married at the end of February. Grandmother is back home. My life is great. Happiness abounds.