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[rainbowaterfall]

this past friday...on my way back to work on my lunch break...i was driving down golf coarse and i see this big ass rv..and it starts to pull out from a side street to seeminly make a left..or i suppose go straight across..so i slow down a bit cuz im thinkin this guy is a fuckin idiot to go with me comin up on him and him in such a fuckin huge ass thing...so i slow down to make sure he has enough time to get by...and then i notice he wasnt moving anymore...he was straight up just stopped in the middle of the street...and i slam my foot on the brakes as hard as i can...but i slammed right into the side of that huge ass fuckin motor home thing! right when i realized i was gonna crash right into him i seriously thought i was about to die..it was the scariest 2 seconds in my life...and i remember lookin at the front on my car and just watching the huge fuckin thing just get closer and closer and then all of a sudden..BAM! it was also the longest 2 seconds in my life..and then the air bag came flying out at my face and it felt like my seltbelt snapped my body in like 10 places...and then i had the hardest time getting the damn door open enough to get out..and i got out and fell to the ground and started crying and crawling away from the car cuz it was all smoking and liquid was spewing out of it in a few places and i was freakin out...the dude in the big ass thing didnt even come over to ask if i was alright...but there were 3 witnesses who stayed with me until the cops got there and then one stayed til my mom got there..it was really nice to have people actually stop and help me and call the cops for me..i guess they got like 20 calls about it within 1 minute of it happening..thats fuckin amazing! i didnt really even hurt..where the seatbelt cut my hips was burning and that was it..emts checked me out and asked if i wanted to go to the hospital but i felt fine..i was just crying and freaking the fuck out..the cops were all really nice...and one told me that the other guy was saying it was my fault but that he could tell by how my car looked that it wasnt cuz i was obviously on the road without any lights or stop signs around and he was crossing infront of me..plus i have 3 witnesses who all said it was his fault..one even told the cop that there was no chance in hell i could have stopped for it...they were all really fuckin nice..the car is so fucked up tho...its totalled and my parents owe more money on it than its worth..so that really fuckin sucks...i feel really bad even tho i know theres nothing i could have done..so they towed the car..and my mom took me to my work to tell them i was going home..so we went home and i still didnt really hurt..not too bad anyway..and andres showed up and i told him and he was trippin out..especially when he saw the pix of the car..nobody could believe i was able to walk away from that accident..the cops looked at the car and couldnt believe i was the driver..and the witnesses all said how good of a car that is to get that fucked up but only on the outside..the metal did wrap around the door so it was hard to get out...but thats a lot better than being smashed between the dash and the seat like in the movies we watched at the driving school..anyways...saturday was when i really started hurting so my mom took me to urgentcare and that took fuckin forever..they did x-rays..and then looked at all the bruises and scrapes and felt my back and shoulders and shit to see where i hurt the most and all that shit..and all thats wrong is i have 4 contusions and strained neck muscles and a bunch of bruises and scratches and scrapes...but it all hurts like a mother fucker!!! so the doc gave me a pain killer and a muscle relaxer..they help a fuckin lot! i love em! *haha* so i have just been chillin..andres has been over a lot to take care of me cuz i cant move too well..and heath has come by a few times to kick it..and of course ricky is buggin the shit outta me all day...i talked to brooke and she was all trippin out about it...shes plannin on buying me a plane ticket out there for my birthday..that would be fuckin awesome..and we would see the kings show out there too..anyways...i couldnt go to work yesterday so i had to go back to the urgent care and see another doctor as a lil check up to get a note excusing me from work for that day..but the doctor said she didnt want me back til thursday..and prescribed me another med..an anti-inflamitory for all my swelling..my right booby *haha* is all blue and purple and red and green and yellow..its a gaint fuckin bruise..it hurts sooo bad..i hurt all over...my knees are all banged up from hitting the steering column..the steering wheel went into my stomach and left a bruise...the seatbelt scraped and bruised me like from one hip across my stomach to the other hip and then diagonally up..which is what caused the contusion on my boob..and it bruised and scratched my shoulder/neck area..and my shoulders and neck are all fuckin sore..my legs are sore..and my chest and abs and shit are sore..even my hands are sore...basically my hole fucking body is sore! and my nose is a bit jacked up..bruised from the airbag and a lil puffy..and my left eye has a lil shiner..i just fucking hurt all over! it sucks so bad!

well besides all that fuckin bullshit i havent really been up to much..me and andres caught tadpoles when we took zoey to the beach on monday..that was fun as hell..it was the last day of my suspension from work...and we brought them back and put them in the pond..they are already way fuckin bigger than they were when we got them...its awesome..some have lil tiny legs pokin out kinda underneath their tails...there are these weird bugs like running around the bottom of the pond and then lil tiny itty bitty red worms..we also found this long ass skinny fuckin worm in the pond but my dad killed it..i really like that pond tho..my dad hasnt even done the waterfall yet and it looks fuckin awesome..we need more big rocks to put around it and shit...and he only has one of the fountains connected..i cant wait til i move out..i need to rent a house from a cool landlord who will let me put a badass fountain and some benches and a fire pit in the backyard...this house will look really cool once all the trees are mature and my dad finishes all the landscaping...so it will be a while..but it will look awesome..i hope my parents live in this house for a long time..so when im older i can come over and sit back there by the pond and what will be a huge weeping willow tree...*yay* andres just called and said hes comin over! :) and he doesnt have to be to work till 1 tomorrow so he wants to crash here!! *yay* i just feel so much better when hes here with me