today was fuckin crazy..
i went into work today at 2 and when i got there tracy said we needed to meet with yvette in her office..i was all excited cuz i thought it was going to be a good thing...and yvette was talking about a book her daughter is reading and everything was fine and then all of a sudden she asked tracie if she explained what was going on to me..and how she said it i knew it wasnt a good thing...and i started like trippin out all nervous..well it turns out over 600 bucks 'is missing' and it happened sometime yesterday..so im sitting there like totally shocked and i have no idea what to say and then i start wondering if i look guilty cuz im like not saying anything..im just like sitting there..and anytime something bad happens i always feel all guilty..not like guilty..just nervous..i always end up going down for shit i dont do..never at work tho..but then i get all paranoid that i look guilty and i know it makes me look even more guilty..i dunno..but its a shitty feeling...anyways..so they are waiting til monday when carlos gets back to figure out whats going to be done about it..but im totally fuckin scared...like seriously..if i go down for this bullshit i will be so pissed...i really like this job...i wouldnt do shit to screw it up...this pisses me off bad cuz malinda was there and when tracie went to talk to yvette i told her and she said that this has happened before with tracie and that when she was workin in the office for a couple weeks money went missing and that it happened again to some other new girl a while ago with tracie...malinda was sayin she garuantees it was tracie...but that doesnt mean i wont go down for it..im seriously trippin out..i cant really imagine tracie stealing money from work..actually maybe i can..shes a big fuckin slacker..you can tell she doesnt care about what she does..and shes a big shit talker..she talks about everybody and there mommas personal life..its beyond annoying..but i still dont know if she would have done it..i just cant imagine anybody stealing that much fuckin money..when they first said that $600 was gone the first thing i thought of was how tracie was sayin that one of the parents went around the desk and swiped his own card to pay when nobody was there and when tracie got back to the desk she just saw a signed receipt..so at first im thinkin holy shit somebody came around the desk and jacked that much money and then i realized they probably thought it was me..im seriously just fuckin stressin about this...i have had a shitty past few days and this really didnt help anything...i just really hope everything works out..i mean they could end up finding the money or something..i dont know..i need to go to sleepies