wow..
Well, this has very possibly been the worst week of my life.
Yesterday, Sassy was put to sleep. I stayed with her while she died. It was one of the hardest things I've ever done. I cried so much last night. This morning my eyes were almost swollen shut and I looked like I was blown the f*ck out. Anyway, I miss her so much. It was weird coming home from school and her not greeting me at the door. I mean, when you're so used to coming home to the same thing for almost ten years and suddenly it isn't there anymore.. it's hard. I love her.
Besides that, my Grandma was admitted into the hospital today. Yes, this spells out major suckage. Just hasn't been a good week :/
One good thing is that Zach came over today. We watched a movie, I enjoyed being with him and talking to him. Talking to him is very reassuring and I love the kid to death. Zach, you are absolutely wonderful <3
Anyway, My birthday is in like, exactly 2 weeks! lol, it figures that the month my birthday is in is the month that sucks. Come to think of it, this month completely sucked last year too. And the one before. Weird.
Tomorrow is an all day Brittani and Tracy thing :) I'm looking forward to it. I'm sure it will be much fun! And Sunday = Maria :)
by the way, i <3 friends.
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Yesterday, Sassy was put to sleep. I stayed with her while she died. It was one of the hardest things I've ever done. I cried so much last night. This morning my eyes were almost swollen shut and I looked like I was blown the f*ck out. Anyway, I miss her so much. It was weird coming home from school and her not greeting me at the door. I mean, when you're so used to coming home to the same thing for almost ten years and suddenly it isn't there anymore.. it's hard. I love her.
Besides that, my Grandma was admitted into the hospital today. Yes, this spells out major suckage. Just hasn't been a good week :/
One good thing is that Zach came over today. We watched a movie, I enjoyed being with him and talking to him. Talking to him is very reassuring and I love the kid to death. Zach, you are absolutely wonderful <3
Anyway, My birthday is in like, exactly 2 weeks! lol, it figures that the month my birthday is in is the month that sucks. Come to think of it, this month completely sucked last year too. And the one before. Weird.
Tomorrow is an all day Brittani and Tracy thing :) I'm looking forward to it. I'm sure it will be much fun! And Sunday = Maria :)
by the way, i <3 friends.
comment if you're my friend?