Uncertaintly is a friend of mine
Not really and truly...
but I am uncertain. I am really hoping that my man gets that job out in Nevada. I am ready to move and leave my job behind and start fresh and enroll into my Master's Degree, get my license, open my own private practice etc. etc.
This just sucks...My biggest vice is my impatience, and it is showing now. I really want to know if my man got that well-payng job for sure, or if it is just some mumbo-jumbo and shit. Hopefully, he'll find out by the end of next week, so we can start making plans.
My job sucks big time. The only good thing is that it pays well. But, I've been getting weird rashes on my body since it's dirty here, where I work. This is really getting to me. The people that I work with are nice, but we don't really have anything in common, and my clients are very dirty...I am not a snob, but it's just time for me to move on with my life. Different town, different scenery, different job, hopefully school, etc. etc. I just don't feel like trying at my job anymore, so I am getting lazy.
Well, what else? If we do move to Nevada, I want to know soon. I need to start opening up a lease with an apartment out there, hiring a moving company, getting my car serviced, since we'll be moving cross-country in it. What fun. I've always wanted to drive cross-country. etc. etc.
I hate being uncertain, my impatience kicks in and then I just want an answer ASAP. I know that I should just relax, take it easy and give this whole mess over to God, Goddess, the Holy Spirit, or the deity out there, so it falls off my shoulders, so I don't worry, don't get anxious and impatient and just take my time waiting and enjoying all of the time that I have here, in this town, for now. I still have lots of stuff to do.
And I will be patient, I have decided, althoug at the same time as keeping my figers crossed and praying that we can move soon.
but I am uncertain. I am really hoping that my man gets that job out in Nevada. I am ready to move and leave my job behind and start fresh and enroll into my Master's Degree, get my license, open my own private practice etc. etc.
This just sucks...My biggest vice is my impatience, and it is showing now. I really want to know if my man got that well-payng job for sure, or if it is just some mumbo-jumbo and shit. Hopefully, he'll find out by the end of next week, so we can start making plans.
My job sucks big time. The only good thing is that it pays well. But, I've been getting weird rashes on my body since it's dirty here, where I work. This is really getting to me. The people that I work with are nice, but we don't really have anything in common, and my clients are very dirty...I am not a snob, but it's just time for me to move on with my life. Different town, different scenery, different job, hopefully school, etc. etc. I just don't feel like trying at my job anymore, so I am getting lazy.
Well, what else? If we do move to Nevada, I want to know soon. I need to start opening up a lease with an apartment out there, hiring a moving company, getting my car serviced, since we'll be moving cross-country in it. What fun. I've always wanted to drive cross-country. etc. etc.
I hate being uncertain, my impatience kicks in and then I just want an answer ASAP. I know that I should just relax, take it easy and give this whole mess over to God, Goddess, the Holy Spirit, or the deity out there, so it falls off my shoulders, so I don't worry, don't get anxious and impatient and just take my time waiting and enjoying all of the time that I have here, in this town, for now. I still have lots of stuff to do.
And I will be patient, I have decided, althoug at the same time as keeping my figers crossed and praying that we can move soon.